It's 11.15PM now.
2007's coming to a close. I don't think I'm ready for 2008 yet, though it'll be here in 45 minutes.
(And after I finish this post.. it'll probably be real soon.)
Everyone does the reflecting-on-2007-and-how-it-has-been thing, I think it gets a little boring sometimes.
But anyhow.
2007's basically been pretty shitty, what with me totally losing interest in mugging and all. So yes, I failed Year 2. Serves me right.
I don't think I'm going to buck up, so I'll probably fail Year 3 too. But that's not the point.
SJ-wise, it's been very tiring. Mentally, physically, and whatever. We needed to train up for JNCO, etc. And stuff like people wanting to quit, how we're supposed to keep them in SJ.
Very, very exhausting.
And now, there's the thing about the SSS people. Honestly, I want to quit if I'm going to cause everyone to have to give ALC a miss.
And it's not like all this shit is about to cease, 'cause next year we'll be taking over early. POP's in May. The year begins with us planning CNY. Following that, lots of other shit planning to do.
I guess I'm not exactly looking forward to being an instructor or Std3. Besides, I don't even think I'm up to it.
On a happier note, 2007's not too bad 'cause I got closer to people like squadmates. And towards the end of the year, classmates.
Frankly, I don't regret not putting in enough effort for the class, because I tried once, and I realised our class is generally just.. more concerned about marks and grades more than anything else, and it turns me off, somehow. Though that's what we go to school for, but.. I don't know.
Squadmates have.. well, more or less been there for me, I suppose. Yeah. I remember once, it was interclass or something, and I think I screwed real bad. Boon gave me a hug when I went to the canteen, and actually, I was pretty touched. Sometimes, you just want someone to tell you everything's okay when nothing is, in actual fact.
Then there's Vampire, who always makes me a lot happier when I feel like shit. I don't know, but even if I feel crappy, Vampire just makes me want to laugh.
Oh well. I guess, as you said, thank God for letting our paths cross.
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I don't think this post is making much sense, but I don't care.
Well, I hope 2008 just goes okay.
Now I'm wondering if I'll die halfway through 2008, but Ahma said I shouldn't publish the post if I talk about dying.
I can't think of any New Year resolutions. There are too many I should make, but I don't think I'll even keep to them, so no point making them anyway.
Maybe I'll do up some when I suddenly feel like doing it.
Anyway, HG, Lydia, Yixi over at my house now. Countdown(?) and sleepover.
Happy New Year to whoever's reading this.
Hm, hope 2008's going to be a blast for you.